Past. Present. Future.

"...perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not."

Sometimes u think u did everything right. But it is still not enuff :(

Sometimes u think u've change for da better, but people see it otherwise :(

 -me-

Between who I was & who I am now, I can safely say I am now different. Changed. 

Everything change when u are not here anymore...

U makes me stronger...

Anyhow, thank u for everythin'. For da good memories, for da tears shed...

For da hard times, for da good times... The laughter... I miss u sayang :(

I dunno what future holds. But surely, InshaAllah it wouldn't be as bad...

Study hard. Dean list. Get a degree. Work some more. Further study some more.

With sumone to lean on along da way, tapi bukan kamu lagi... :(

It does sounds promising isn't it? Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segalanya :)

.Will miss you.

 

I'm missing u...

Tik tok..

Time flies so quickly that i feel like i'm still in da middle 2010...
haha mengade lew tuu..
Obviously i'm wrong because 99 days from now,
i'll be goin to MAAK 2....excited!!
Moga Allah mempermudahkan segalanya...
coz it's lil bit difficult for me :(
But i believe, wateva the right things we wanna do,
we will get His help!

Dearie lola & loli...
I'm missing u babies. You are ma wonderful pets!! Love u as much as u love me.. Nobody can replace u in ma heart sweeties.. Missed by mummy (>_<)

Hepi Bufday.....

On feb 11 2010 yg lalu...sempat meraikan birthday my bro, Irfan scr sderhana...
Uiyoooo.... da 18 tuwon da ini budak!!
Hepi besday Irfan, moga Allah meredhaimu...peace in His lov! ameen...

Myself lately............

Bismillahirrahmanirahim......

Lamanyaaa......las aku update dis blog.....huhuuu
so many things hppen in my life x kira laa baek or buruk....
n ak sedar im not rily gud in handling d probs in ma life.....
lately... ak byk b'kaunseling dgn internet....(find d article rlate 2 ma prob)
n of cos it taught me lots....
kkurangn diri yg perlu dsedari n dperbaiki....
n x lupew gak ma mum yg saloo jd kaunselor aku.....hahahhaa
tanx mak!!

Kesihatan ak stkt ni amat lew mmuaskn.... Alhamdulillah....
makin sehat....makin sehat.....
waaaaaa ak da chubbbyyyy lol!
aiyakk ari2 djamu nasi oleh abah yg amat mmntingkn kkenyangan anknye....
so... who's should b blame hre???
abah kew???!!!
nop.... dats ma fault.....yg mkn stiap msa....
n ma mum keep leter n complaining ma bdy figure...hahahhahha
adushhh bagai ditusuk sembiluuu......
now im start with dieting habit..... mood:yew ler tuu


Edu- Alhmdulillah...... ive fnshed ma dip n juz waitin 4 d grad time! yuhuuuuuu
i lov my life....
i wnna b wat i wnna b....kui3
now im 24hours goyang kaki at home!fyiiiiiiii
but im still do d house work lol....
n lately gak when my sepupu sepapat taw yg ak da abes blaja....
they sggest me 2 find a job....huwaaa ak mls sbnrnyew mau klije coz i blieve
dats not d time yet!! heeeeeeeeee
msa kat kl im keep missing ma home ma mum.....
so i think better dok uamh puas2 dulu coz after dis myb ive 2 leave ma home sweet home againnnnnn!

i am homesick!@#$